Tuesday, May 12, 2009

mash my heart, stick it in a blender.

Maybe its all part of natural selection. Or maybe I'm not even in the right frame of mind to make any deduction at all. I just think that there is a special reason why we are made to experience grief like it is. Overwhelming, intense and achingly so. And, a whole pile of fuzzy emotions I can't quite put a word on.

I've never been good at letting go. Everything stems from 感觉, and that has led to a whole load of silly and blind pursuits, with an outright blatant disregard for consequences. That was me, and I could say I was true to myself. I had to know if you could stay true. It's funny though, how we can make choices with comparable stupidity when we try to rationalize and weigh the consequences.

Consider the vagaries of the human race; an entire history with its fair share of irrational and bad choices made.


我不知, 感情能就这样溶化. 感谢你给的这段时间.

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